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A/N: *Extremely* dark poem from Musashi's POV after Kojirou's death. It's a sort of "sequel" to Unbreak My Heart.

Land of the Living

Abandonment is life for me.

And so, you see

When someone leaves

I start to think.

I think the same old "Why me?"'s

and I start to feel sorry for myself,

not the ones who went.

They're Heaven-sent

and in my heart,

there's another dent,

another hole

that won't be filled.

They all were killed-

because of me?

Who knows? I don't.

I'm just alone, in a broken home

of doom and gloom and a talking cat

who can see that

I'm miserable.

Left behind,

every time

in this land

where mortals walk the Earth,

concerned with worth

and that's it- they don't care;

They just wander here,

always taking, never giving.

I hate this land of the living.

I need my turn,

my sweet release,

to feel a love so pure and sweet

that was long forgotten

and buried under all my misery

for all to see

and now, it's got the best of me.

Tears of blue eyes wash my face-

Oh, his embrace

was *my* safe place

and now it's gone like an afternoon

that was over too soon.

The sun set on my only chance,

a circumstance

of fate and hate and loneliness.

Did I confess?

I've got this weight on my chest.

I'll bleed to death,

but I'll be smiling.

It's perfect timing.

Get me out of this body, this life-

Hand me that knife

of self-pity and self-release.

Throw out the key.

They'll wonder what became of me.

(Don't let Nyarth see.)

A White Tomorrow waits brighter than ever.

That's the point of this endeavor.

Tonight I'll sleep in Kojirou's arms.

So what's the harm?

They'll never miss me.

Kojirou will kiss me

and then it'll all be better.

No stormy weather.

Because that White Hole is getting closer

and now,

It's over.

~~Hmmmm, interesting.... I don't really know where this came from. I just let the words come to me and went with it! If you hated it, that's fine. Yugure handles my flames!~~}