Choices

Part 27:

Haunted By You

Note: Weees! I actually got another chappie squeezed in this week! I got no homework today (Can you believe it?) I only have to read like five pages but since I have a delayed opening tomorrow, IÕll do it later. I mean just listen to how great my Friday will be tomorrow: I go to school at ten, have homeroom for twenty minutes, have English for forty minutes, go home for lunch for eighty minutes, and return to school to wait for Track bus to take me to meet (IÕm excused for the remaining three periods! ^.^) I mean how awesome is that?! LoL. My friends have been hating me for the whole dayÉ Also IÕm extremely happy because KuroxFai is nearly canon! HA! Take that KuroxTomo fans! The latest TRC chapter was simply awesome and I swear IÕve been grinning like an idiot since Wednesday! ^-^

Well this chappie is a bit sad and Misty-centric kay? A little bit of MistyxAsh angst but no worries it will get happier! Also if you donÕt know what Hitsuzen means then you are clearly not a CLAMP fan and are of no importance to me. LOL! Jk ppl, hitsuzen can be translated from Japanese to English as ÔInevitableÕ kay? And remember eight chappies plus the Epi left! YAY!

 

Characters:

Misty: 22 ½

 

A/N: Another song chappie and this is the last one for three more chappies-itÕs gonna get longer! ÒHauntedÓ By Evanescence

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Misty sat in front of her mirror, wondering what she had just doneÉ She had accepted DanÕs proposal which coincidentally happened at the same time that Sharon had accepted DamienÕs proposal-Sharon however seemed to call it Hitsuzen. Misty couldnÕt help but wonder if that had been a little plan of theirs. Still, Misty couldnÕt shake off the bad feeling of when Ash would find out of her engagementÉ

She could remember his exact words when she and him sat alone in her apartmentÉ They kept echoing in her head, reminding her of the renewed pain in her heartÉ

ÒI still love you too MistÉÓ

 

Long lost words whisper slowly to me

Still canÕt find what keeps me here

When all this time IÕve been so hollow inside

I know youÕre still there

 

Misty shut her eyes tight to the voice. Why wouldnÕt he leave her alone and let her live her life? This was her choice and she wanted to carry it out. She wasnÕt going to let some stupid memory of a stupid liar affect her now! She couldnÕt, DanÕs and AmyÕs lives would be affected.

ÒIÕm still a fool in love with you even after so much time has passedÉÓ

 

Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you, loving you,

I wonÕt let you pull me down.

 

ÔAshÉ WhyÕs your voice everywhere?!Õ Misty covered her ears trying to stop the whispering from tormenting her. ÔStay out of my head!Õ

 

Hunting you, I can smell you-alive

Your heart pounding in my head

 

The memory of his trick was still fresh in her mind as his voice kept whispering in her ear. She couldnÕt stand it anymore. Loving him in secret when she was a teenager had been hard but now loving him in secret while engaged and also loving another was completely impossible. She had to stop loving himÉ

ÒI want us to be togetherÉÓ

 

Watching me, wanting me

I wonÕt let you pull me down

Saving m, raping me, watching me

 

ÔAsh I canÕt love you! I canÕt! Now top haunting me!Õ Misty thought angrily. ÔLet me live in peace!Õ She opened her eyes and looked in the mirror, only to see AshÕs face. She sighed. ÔAsh, I canÕt love youÉÕ The image on his face soon faded away and she was left with her own reflection. ÔGoodbye AshÉÕ

 

Watching me, wanting me

I canÕt let you pull me down

Fearing youÉ loving you

I wonÕt let you pull me down.

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Note: So thereÕs your last song chappie then itÕs back to long chappies without songs! Maybe IÕll update next weekÉ Maybe if I feel like it. ^_~ and if my teachers donÕt give me too much homeworkÉ -_-Õ Well anywhosÉ

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