The days became weeks and Ash began to adjust to his new life. He told everyone
of the situation (his mum had told him that she wanted to meet Aya as soon as
possible. She had been delighted with the news she was a grandmother), moved
to Vermillion, found a new job, but he was still at Misty's, unable to find
an apartment. He knew he had to move as soon as possible. He could see that
although he and Misty had both told Aya that there was nothing between them,
she never lost her hope. Anytime her parents spoke happily together he could
see her display one of the widest smiles he'd ever seen. He hated the fact that
one day she would finally realize the truth, and be hurt even more.
But, did she have to be hurt? He could stop it from happening.
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He stared at the newspaper, glancing over the classified adverts, but still
he could find nothing. All the apartments were over his price range or too far
away. " Damn."
" Still no luck?"
" No. But don't worry, I'll find something."
" You can stay here as long as you like. I...like the fact you're here."
He hesitated a moment, unsure of what to say. He decided that it would be best
to tell the truth, and not to hurt her even more. " And I like being here
too. It almost feels like we're a family, but you know the reason I have to
move out."
" Yeah," she forced, trying to hide the instant flood of emotions
that had enveloped her. But she didn't succeed. The tears came like a tsunami.
He turned to her, his attention being alerted by a sob, and saw her holding
her head in her hands. " Mist." He was taken aback by the word. He
had always used it when they were younger as a term of endearment. Instantly
he said Misty, hoping that she hadn't noticed the slip. " Are
you okay?"
" No," she cried. " How can I be when I'm such a terrible person?"
It hurt him to hear her say that. He tried to battle the urge to embrace her,
but his common sense was defeated by his concern and care. He gently held her
in his arms, his mind almost consumed by the euphoria he felt by touching her.
It was the closest the two had been in so long. Any touches shared in the past
month or so had been awkward and fleeting, but, to him, this somehow felt right.
" Misty, you're not a terrible person. How can you think that?
" I abandoned you...never told you you were a father...kept our daughter
from you, that's how. I've lied and cheated both of you. What was I thinking
when I left? I knew if you found me, you would hate me for what I did. And if
you hadn't saw me at the festival that day, what wouldve Aya thought of
me when she got older? She would blame me for her never knowing her father.
She would hate me as well. But then again, someday she will realize what happened.
Then both of you will hate me."
" I told you before, I don't hate you and she won't either. She doesn't
even need to know."
" What do you mean?" She looked into his wide eyes.
" At the moment she is too young to understand this, and when shes
older she will forget about the fact I have only come into life now. Most people
dont remember their early childhood. If we tell her that we just broke
up and not the truth, she won't know what you did."
" But she should know the truth. And... and why would you want to protect
me?"
" 'Cause I don't want to hurt Aya." But there was another reason -
he felt that Misty had tortured herself enough for her own crimes and believed
that she needed no more punishment. But then why did he still punish her? Why
couldn't he let go of the past? Why couldn't he forgive her even though, with
each passing day, he wanted to more and more? But maybe he could. Wasn't love
more powerful than hate? The realization fell upon him that he couldnt
go on this way. And... he stared deep into her eyes, I dont
want to hurt you anymore.
Wha...what?
I can sit here and try to punish you for what you did...but...I forgive
you. And...and Im still in love with you. I never stopped loving you.
Her tears began to fall heavier, her face a picture of shock.
He took her hands in his and held them with a stern, but tender, force.
The past few weeks have made me realize that. Yes, what you did was wrong, but
I can understand why you did what you did. I understand youre fear. We
were young. We werent ready for this. But now that its happened,
we should make the best of the situation. I could sit here and accuse you, ruin
your life, my life and Ayas, but why should I do that when the alternative
is so much better, when if I let go of the pain we could be a real family. Misty...I
want us to give it another go, for us all to be the family we should be, the
family we would have been if you hadnt left. Please.
Ash. His name came out as a whisper from her lips. She didnt
understand what was going on. Was it another dream? Was he really saying these
things, the things she wished he would say? Whether he was real or a ghost,
she had to answer. Oh, Ash. Im the one who should be begging you
to take me back. She stopped for a moment, a smile spreading across her
lips. Of course, Ash. Of course.
He pulled her into a hug again, his tears now crawling down his cheeks.
Oh, Mist. I love you so much.
I love you too, Ash. God, you dont know how much.
For a moment, they just held each other, before slowly pulling apart and looking
back into each others eyes. They then closed in, placing their lips together.
It felt like the first time, soft and tender, before it became more passionate
and intimate. But after a few moments, Ash pulled back and placed a finger on
her lower lip. One minute. He stood from the sofa and opened his
bag, that sat at the other end of the room, desperately searching for that box
hed kept for all those years. A-ha, he smiled when he had
it in his hand.
He walked back to Misty and sat on one knee in front of her. She instantly realized
what he was about to do, and tempted with anticipation.
I should have done this years ago instead of chickening out every time
I tried. Maybe then you wouldnt have left. But all that doesnt matter
now. The past is past. Misty, will you marry me?
Her lips shook as he said the words. She still felt like she was still in a
fantasy world. She could only say one word. Yes.
He quickly pushed the ring on her finger and placed his hand behind her head,
bringing her into another deep kiss. He then moved to hold her whole body, and
pulled her into a standing position. He moved his lips from hers and moved down
to kiss her neck and shoulders.
She rubbed her hands over his back, allowing soft moans to escape from her mouth,
and then held onto his neck, wrapping her legs behind him. The kissing became
more frenzied, and Ash, gripping tightly onto her, walked, holding her up, towards
her bedroom.
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Aya slowly opened her bedroom door, and walked into the living room, hoping
to surprise her father, as she had done everyday since he came into her life.
She knew that no matter how many times she did it, he still enjoyed it. But
as she approached the sofa, she saw that no one was sleeping there. It was empty.
She looked around, panic awaking in her small head. Where could he be? He hadnt
left, had he? He said he would, but she had never believed it. He couldnt
go. Mummy and daddy had to get back together.
She ran to her mummys room, quickly fumbling with the door handle that
was above her head. And there he was, lying in her mums bed, holding her
in his arms.
Did it mean...did it mean they we back together? She knew it would happen. Didnt
everyone who loved each other end up together? She didnt understand it,
but she was happy just to know that now they would all be together forever.
She closed the door again, know that it was best to leave her parents alone.