Sayounara, Koishiteru…

By: Enja

I lain down on my bed. I cried. Who knows how long? I sure don’t… It wasn’t true, but it was. At least didn’t want it to be. I grabbed a pen and a piece of blank paper. Tears anonymously fell on my paper, soon to be written on. For five long years it was true to me. That has ended now, now that she has someone else.

Misty,

I paused, what was I to write? I thought and thought. More depression entered my soul as I thought.

I know you love him. Please forgive me if I hurt you, but please don’t take this the wrong way? I love you with all my heart. I have since the day I met you. Maybe you have felt these feelings for me, maybe you haven’t. But I know you love him, and nothing could take that away from you, not even me…your best friend.

Thus again I stopped, letting a few more tear drops fall from my chocolate brown eyes. I take a deep breath and continued on.

I probably sound selfish, I don’t know. Maybe you think I’m trying to get you to come back to me? Well I’m not, because by the time you read this I will be gone. You won’t ever see me again. Maybe in heaven? Am I on my way from misery to happiness? I really don’t know… There are a bunch of things I don’t know, aren’t there? I know one thing though: Love is not a victory march. Tell your children that. Don’t let anybody take you for granted.

Sayounara Koishiteru, I love you.

Ash Ketchum…

I folded up the note. I crept out of my room and went to her silent room. I slid it under her door and walked off, never to be seen by her again.

“Good-bye, Misty. Take care of her, Brock… Good-bye.”

A/n- please review! *Enja gets on her knees and begs*